me

talking about me again and again, looking back what i have been through, i am doing okey, maybe excellent, life has been very good, thanked god, family life, it has been 2 full years, my son has not gotten any attack, my youngest daughter has started to read and loving it, she has been singing too, feel like recording it, but the embarassment she will have to face one day listening to what she has sang, stopped me. No, let her be, she love singing, or we called making loud noises, and she is singing now and both my husband and me understand ...scarcely...rasa sayang eh..rasa sayang eh..full blast..while taking a bath, while coloring her book or while playing the computer games..


again..i am content..

dia

dari huruf ke huruf sehingga habis dari muqqadam dan 30 juz alquran..di tunjukkan yang mana satu ada tajwid yang mana tiada..dari resam majid hinggalah resam uthmani di tunjukkan kepada kami..

sanggup kah kamu belajar dengannya

namun dengan cara itu..dari 2002 sehingga kini kami terusan belajar..dan segala mala tajwid melekat terus ...habis tajwid..di asuh pula kami dengan talaqi dengan beliau..sudah juz 15 aku..

caranya memang sesuai sungguh buat orang tua tua karat kecekapan untuk belajar tajwid

tak ada yang rasa muak belajar dengan beliau...

bismillah itu pun di tunjukkan di mana tajwidnyer apa lagi setiap huruf dari alfatiha hingga lah ke surah annas...

cukup puas hati kami belajar dengan beliau walaupun pelajaran kami selama 8 bulan sahaja setahun

you got a daughter ?

when they are babies...you adored them and dressed them
when they are toddles...they became your pet
when they are teenager...why changed your attitude ?

not me

and I am very lucky not to change my attitude towards her

and whatever she shared is treasures to mee

their heartache, heart broken, fighting with girlfriends, get caught by the town policeman, get mugged, get physical in bullying other girlfriends

whatever not she shared it with me

and I...need a huge group of friends to update me with advice to handle this things..

and at the end...you feel happier..

try it ...

and life is....

and life is like that

you have friends that make you feel good,

you have friends that make you feel great,

you have friends that make you cried at night,

you have friends that make you know love existed,

you have friends that make you who you are

and the most greatest things is it makes you want to live longer...

am i good enough to feel like this

this is my seventh semester (should be six but then all in the class are from 7th semester)..i managed to cut one semester..by doing more paper in each semester

i have now know which friends should stay in my group..not dropping them as friends but mere study group...

i have now know when to enjoy life better, with family, friends and studies and definitely working hard...

i am content today!