am i good enough to feel like this

this is my seventh semester (should be six but then all in the class are from 7th semester)..i managed to cut one semester..by doing more paper in each semester

i have now know which friends should stay in my group..not dropping them as friends but mere study group...

i have now know when to enjoy life better, with family, friends and studies and definitely working hard...

i am content today!

parentless

it has been hard to pronounce the word that you are parentless, but each word that blurted out their faces dances in front of you...

it has been more than good 40 years with them....

i cant recall what they have done for me during my babyhood ...

i remember them as good friends , good listener, good facilitator..execellent parents

two days ago my husband uncle passed away...one of the many uncles that he has


and again..i need to say i am uncleless so do auntieless

and here i have seen, they are doing big gathering by the hundred of their grandparents, uncles, cousin, nephews...

i am glad i have still a few cousin that is still alived...and going one by one by the day...

i am only in my 40s..

none of them died from accident....of old age and normal death...

me next

ELECTRONIC QUESTION PAPER SYSTEM [PTAR UiTM]

ELECTRONIC QUESTION PAPER SYSTEM [PTAR UiTM]

tak perlu lah...

bila aku duduk duduk berfikir dengan jujur, aku faham benar perjalanan hidup aku, aku bukan baik sangat, apa lagi pandai sangat. rumahtangga yang aku layari ini pun bukan aku jaga dengan tekun, banyak bocor nya di sana sini, pulak dugaan dugaan payah juga sering datang dan payah pulak ia pergi.

nasib munkin, aku masih ada kawan karib, aku pulak tak lah di simpan untuk menjadi kawan karib, jarang aku beralah, keras kepala, degil dan suka dengan keputusan sendiri, pulak jarang menyesal...dan mereka masih bersabar sangat...

pernah tak kau cuba rasakan

bila nyawa kawanku di rentap...aku guna rentap bukan untuk menyalahi takdir atau qada tapi aku ingin pasakkan perasaan itu kedalam benak degil aku

umurnya baru 25tahun...masih keras nakalnya...masih berapi lidahnya

tak semena mena dengar sakit sakit nya tapi..bila 16 jun itu berita beliau pergi bergejolak rasa aku

sayang mudanya

terkedu..sebelum aku mengucapkan inna lillah

bukan aku tak pernah sedar aku akan mati

tapi..sekarang aku rasa..bila bila aku boleh mati..