cuti cuti ini

ada banyak masa dengan anak anak..

anak anak pula yang hilangkan diri

ada banyak masa nak mengemas

tapi lebih seronok dari mengemas dengan bermalas malasan bersama sang kekasih

hidup yang dulu senantiasa tercabar jadi hambar bila terlalu banyak masa untuk ku lalui maka ianya jadi bosan dan jemu

mahu tak mahu aku layan semula buku buku yang makin meraih simpati jejari jemariku..jeng jeng...

sapa nak makan ubat darah tinggi dengan menelan daun hempedu bumi..

hobi lagi satu selain mendengan klassik nasional petang petang begini ialah..mengkaji segala mala tumbuhan...tumbuhan herba yang melata di bumi malaysia yang permai..

kuat macam gunung pun boleh hancur macam ni

hari hari hari hari hari hari..

kena soal siasat

kalau aku gunung uhud pun boleh meletus jadi pasir halus

what ?

so I cant let my hair loose

or flirt


but we can changed all that


we can be friends...

Friendships proven

it was this semester friendships were put to test...

it was this semester that we know who can take the pressure

it was this semester that I found our true friends

it was this semester that I found new undesrtanding about love of fiendships

it was this semester that the one that I thought love me dissappeared into thin air..

it was this semester that I found out that the decision to dump a forged friend is easier

it was this semester that I make a pledged to not make a stupid decision since the study week get really shortened during the Ramadhan and Shawal..

it was this semester my gpa will be plunged into deep ocean

it was this semester i am braver to make emotional decisions...

it was this semester I felt god is never far away from me

and one more paper to go

the harrowing moments...the forced memorisation...the forced to understand..brainstorming...and all the unneccasary stress...
is going to end...

and again..my family will have me again 12/7 ...and they will get all the attention that they longed for the past 4 months that i had neglected...mostly towards the end of the final examinations...

so much sacrifices...and heartache will be forgotten and ...love will be blooming again..

and without fail..it will end..as soon as i step in into the new semester..

what's wrong with them or me...